it has been a month since I last posted here. many things had happened and i guess everything is pushing me beyond my limits.. oh, adult matters..tumatanda na nga talaga ako..

am faced with new set of challenges, hindi lang dahil bago ang work ko but because of a difficult decision that i have to make. isa siyang dilemma actually. yun bang alam mo kung anong dapat mong gawin, its just that you don't have the strength to do it dahil feeling mo masyadong malaki ang pakakawalan mo. sorry i can't really go on the details, for sure marami ang magrereact or even condemn me.

But of course the Lord knows everything. kaya nga mas nahihiya ako.

i sound so serious. ang tagal ko na ngang di nag-blog tapos ganito pa ko. but i really hope to finally find the courage to do the right thing, kahit it would mean na masasaktan ako.

God help me...

and for those who could read this, please pray for me...