Oh, I miss him. I really do. And I've just allowed myself to be consumed by my great longing for him last night. So I cried. I cried till I've emptied myself of that loneliness. It has been five months though. And I'm still here waiting...

Yes, I was again feeling the pain. What a very emotional evening it has been. I was in my room resting when thoughts of him came as if a raging storm. It engulfed me. The whole of me.

I decided to text him though it seemed impossible for that message to reach him. But it's okay. I just wanted to unburden myself. To release my emotions before it could take complete hold of my being...

God, I know you'll help me to get over this..